Monday, August 20, 2007

Lalala! You're back!

Been quite a tiring week for me. Don't wish to really mention the details. But i'm glad this week is finally over. Yea. Chun long is leaving this thurs and i can't go send him off cause class ends at 315 and his flight is at 3 plus. It's gonna be different without him around. I've gotten use to seeing him almost everyday of every other day. Sometimes it makes me really wonder whether I really do know how to appreciate people around before it's too late to do so.

I've come to a realisation that in this point of time in my life, i have to pick my battles and my aliances really carefully. I don't think many people will understand this, but that's besides the point. There always comes this time when everything is just thrown on you and you're not able to catch it in time. Then you get buried under all of it subtly and unknowingly until you've disappeared. Now then will people start to realise that you're missing and say "Hey, where did she go?" And come look for you. Often, it's always the first hand that pulls you up that guides you all the way and removes whatever that is stacked on top of you. The rest are just passer-bys who just look at the big pile of things but don't take any action whatsoever.

I want to thank all the "first people" in my life and i'm really glad that God put you there. If not for you, I would have been lost forever under the immense and tremendously huge pile that was on top of me.=) I know that there are many peopl in my life who have oulled me through a crisis in someway or another but i'm really really grateful to those who just took that little time to stop and bother to see what or who was under that huge pile. Thanks you guys. Love you loads.

Love,
trish

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